LA: You Ever Just Miss Jesus?

Oh, hey! I’m so glad you’re here! You’re just who I needed to see. Okay, I won’t take up too much of your time, but I need your advice:  

Lately, I’ve been in Spiritual Training by the Lord’s hands. He has assigned quite a few things for me to steward over in this season and though I feel stretched thin sometimes, I am absolutely over the moon with the way He has shaped my character to recognize His work anywhere and in situation. Glory be to God.

Now…

I haven’t missed church.

In fact, I have been called to minister more outside of this platform lately.

I still pray and read His Word every day, and I just fasted as recently as yesterday.

Now, this isn’t a veiled attempt to boast about “works”.

No.

C’mon. Our relationship is too sacred for that. I have no need to be physically present on this earth without Jesus.

None.

I really just want to see if you’ve been where I am now:

Have you ever been to a place in Christ where you are still doing all of the things you know He is calling you to do…

But you desperately miss Him?

To others looking in, it would seem like my relationship with God is closer than ever before, but no…

I miss Jesus.

I miss Him.

I miss resting in Him.

I miss having alone time where I’m not being called to do anything else but listen out for Him.

I miss meditating on His Word at leisure and worshipping Him without interruption….

And sometimes the interruption is a distracting thought that I am neglecting doing something He has called me to steward well.

I miss our intimate time when I can just exist in our connection.

I just miss Him. Very much.

While still also being so appreciative for all He has trusted me with and all the blessings He has afforded me.

Have you ever felt this way?

I’d love to hear your thoughts on this.

I’m so glad you’re here.  

I love you and thank you for leading me with Love,

Lovey